smothering summer weathers

The one productive quality of this summer was me learning how to knit and crochet - it's quite fun! I'm in the process of knitting a ball so I can further style it into a replica of a Dragon Ball! No one thinks I can do it so I'm trying my darnest to make it as perfect as possible.

As the summer progresses, I'm starting to feel more and more homesick. I think I will eventually end up driving home every weekend, which is a waste of gas but at the same time, I'm always so happy and for those 2 days that I'm at home, I forget all that stresses me out. Well, of course there are also the days back home when I just want to pull out my hair and scream.

The past week and this week has been so incredibly exhausting. My body aches, my emotions are going up and down, and I just really want to close my eyes and forget everything exist and sleep! I don't want to think about work and having to get up at 8am. I just want to go on a cruise, relax, sunbathe, do some sightseeing, and be with someone who also wants to be with me.

I feel desperate for companionship and I miss the days when they were all within reach. Now all I have is a ball of yarn. All I'm missing is a rocking chair on the front porch and a nice tall glass of cold lemonade. Maybe a kitten as well, though I dislike pets.

July 5th bbq

Today was our makeup bbq for July 4th and it was fun. :)

In fact, it was a pretty jawsome day.

I'm happy that this month has started off on a good note and I'm hoping that maybe everything will turn around for the better.